is it?
something i should do? something has been crossing my mind more and more. i’ve been calling it my ‘escape plan’. what it is is this:
i set up loosely where i am going to be, and who i will meet when i get there. then i leave everything behind except for what i can bring in one or two suitcases. camera, a sound peace of mind, and the urge to be young and careless. i will meet you there, and you better be waiting. there’s too little time in each of our lives to waste, and too much has already been wasted. i’m doing what i will. nothing is stopping, i won’t dare stop. every part of me wants more and more. something that where i live and go to school and the people here can never give. i mean i spent four fucking years learning japanese. i better put it to use. im taking you with me. im young. i am upset, but nothing felt more right.
i love you, come with me. lets escape the norms of life. there’s too much at stake. for our sake.
